Only Option Left

All these fucking people always talking down to me
saying "you're just a fucking kid with no self-asteam",
I don't know where I'm going and I don't know where I've been
and I don't know what I'm looking at and I don't know what I've seen,
I'm just a kid with no use, sick and tired of all this abuse
I'm just a kid with no use, just a kid who was born to lose

Why can't I die
it seems my only option left is suicide

I just want a life that I can afford to lead
but they make it so fucking hard to keep up and succeed,
no one seems to care about my cries for help
I guess I'll just grin and bear it and wait for something else,
but I don't have the patience and I don't know how to play the game,
everybody's just hangin on, trying to stay sane

Everybody's turned their backs on me
I say one thing and no one hesitates to disagree it seems to hopeless and so bare
look, this kid is dying, come on everybody lets all stop and care.